In the mind of Amanda :]

So, it’s been kinda tough lately.

Still waiting to start my other job. Been almost 2 weeks and haven’t heard from the person I’m supposed. It aggravates me a little. I use to be a manager - it shouldn’t take this long. I’ve been oddly “sick” lately. Lots of headaches and its just been not fun. Feelings have been a little haywire. Miss an ex but thinking about something else. Idk what I want. I won’t date until at least May. That way I have achieved being single for a year. Other than that. Looking forward to moving and to tough mudder. Guess I should get some shut eye. Bed time.

Thank you Jebus!

yaywinning:

mandeejean:

I got a second job!!! My bills SHALL be paid off quicker! Super excited!!

howwwwwwwww

share your secret

1 year and still no job!

Good job to you!

It’s a combination of determination and knowing people. However I’m still waiting to start -_-“

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Thank you Jebus!

I got a second job!!! My bills SHALL be paid off quicker! Super excited!!

I don’t understand.

What happened? I don’t get it. One minute I’m being begged to move and then the next he isn’t talking to me. Did I do something? What happened? Ugh. Idk. Maybe it’s for the best. Sometimes I feel like I should give up on him. Nothing ever works. Especially when I actually try. I was seriously trying to move there to be with him. No idea what happened. Now what? Still want 2 jobs to get my shit paid off. I will more than likely end up moving in with Heather and Ken to be an in home nanny lol. I’m down for that. Free room just to help with the house and kids? Sure! Plus I love them :) guess I better get some sleep. Ugh.

Beyond excited

First thing - I’d like to welcome myself back to tumblr lol.

Now - I’m excited to move to Cali. I’m trying SO hard to get my shit together so I can move there quicker. I can’t wait to be with him almost everyday. And if Andrea moves with me, that’ll be fucking amazing!! :))

So tired. Shower. Then bed.

One word:

Pathetic. That’s how I view you